"Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you"'
Evanescence-Anywhere
Today was my grandpa's and grandma's 50th anniversary. It's amazing the miracle of love. Love is such a fragile thing. We search and search for someone and a few lucky people do find their soul mate, but there are those few too that never do. Those few that grows old...alone.... I look and my grandparents and I'm so happy for them, hell if it wasn't for their long lasting love I wouldn't be here. But then I look at myself. I understand everyone feels left out and alone after a break up but with me it's the fact I've been thru too many to count. I'm a hopeless romantic...i know. I have this fear in the back of my head I'll always be alone. I met someone last night. I almost didn't go to this party cause i have a fear of parties but I did go anyways, even tho I only knew one person. Well I met this guy, he was quite amazing but quite a bit age difference... 7 years to be exact. When u finally think you've met someone worth while you just get let down. The good ones are either too young, too old, or gay...great ty god.